i think i have good friends.

hmmm. really good ones. everyone's been trying to comfort me, regardless being fierce or friendly. just a different way of caring from different people.
makes me think. a lot. be it darryl in his i don't care about you but offers you a shoulder to cry on. be it szy being very fierce and say just focus on the future. be it gary being a very nice big bro and listen to me talk the whole night. be it cherie janet stella cheryl encouraging me. wow thanks people. makes me feel loved.

i think i'm a pathetic loser

all my friends promote why can't i?

i should stop crying in school sigh
am so tired of school guys girls and basically everything. including my subpapers. i am totally not putting effort into it how the fuck am i to promote?

and why throw me all these problems now? 3 days b4 my subs you land this bomb on me. i mean i kind of expected it but why now? why can't you say it earlier?

fuck my life now. seriously FML. if only anyone understands. and its not helping when all my friends are busy with their boyfriends.where's all the concern and love?

fuck laa kbye need to take 2 sub papers on Thursday and i am so not working hard sigh :(

my life seriously v fucked up now. Gary my shoessssssssss :(

aiya but on a good side note i'm leaving for taiwan in 6 days time.
oh and i dropped my phone into toilet bowl and it has... officially died. i think. dunno lei stella's took my phone to look for repair near her bf's house so hopefully can lo.... sian burn hole agn sia walan eh

k la whatever bye fucking no mood. doesn't help when jojo is so bei dong and i so zhu dong kaobei


anw harry potter 7 very nice. though damn long i almost fell asleep. lol whole cinema kena dominated by our clique sia lol RS/RB all sia lol ^^ got to love cheerleading

kkk flea was awesome i bought so many stuffs my shoulders/hands ache ttm
met RJ Sis Tani Nysa Anna-jie Ariel ^^ i'm a happy girl.
head down to marina barrage after shopping. lugging my sandwiches and loots wow tiringgggg.


Cherie's bday= awesome day with RS/RBs :>
had so much fun i swear Stella's games all damn interesting. she made us play twister without the board. and it was the toughest game la lol i was paired w Janet at first but ^^ they wanted *** and Janet tgt lol so i ended up with Janson lolllxzxzxzxz


can't make it for soju :( but whatever la i had fun even tho my pocket's hole damn big now

kind of knew this would happen once the question was popped.
whatever la it was kind of expected but never thought you were this kind of friend. pathetic ttm since i know you for such a long time. hmmmm....... m ake me think a lot. you even rejected my call when i needed you the most.



life's kind of fucked up now i have t take subpapers. on a lighter note, more than half in my class need to take to. but if i fail both= retain for sure. sigh. not planning to tell my father till next week sigh. but on a side note. we have only less than 2 fucking weeks to prepare. tmr will be my last day of fun.
cherie's bday picnic + flea + meeting lots of ppl = my last day till 26th

promise i will blog soon.





i want Z so badly leh seriously. until i cannot ta han alr.
but all my friends say its so impossible. maybe except janet. cause she think we both libra very compatible....... but then sigh. he so bei dong i so zhu dong. totally cmi alr sia.